the liriks.

its not tt i dont trust you. i do. i do trust you e fact tt u still think me as e special one. but.. i somehow need a reassuarance now. its the way u look and talk with other boys. when its just us its dffrnt. bt whn there re othrs around u expect me to make e first move when u urself are paying attention to the others. i dont care if its some dude bcs i can 'think' ill b better. bt when they're my friends, ive always looked up to my friends. the fact tt i dnt think im good as them is bcs of this now.

i cant always blame you bcos i myself is stiff when ure around. i dnt feel natural. jage diri gile tkot terbuat bende bodoh. always wanted to impress bt not brave engh to do it. tts how i am blamed.

and also the fact tt ure almost on every corner of my circle of friends makes it evn harder for me to be me. i seriously havnt been me for a long time. i began to lose touch in socialising. smthng i ws once really good at.

hmm astaghfirullah